Wednesday, February 27, 2013

all in a days work...

 this was us after my bath i love listening to my zayne

this is my mommy and me ^
 i am attempting to smile
 my mumm bought me new diapers they are a lil big but i am proving to be growing quickly
 i am ready to chow down! where are my milkies?
 i needed to be changed again ; )
all that work i am starved





i love my mummy and she loves me <3

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

first drs appt



awe you gained sopme of the oz back that you lost lol. you have been pooping so much and eating you burned calories... ha ha  jennett calls you little johnn with two n's the nick name has stuck!!!! anyways at your drs appt they messured you and you were only 19 inches i was like what the heck? but either way you looked so good and are doing well so i am very happy and relieved WHOOPIE

baby's first REAL smile

baby blues

look at mama's handsome lil man with BLUE eyes! i don't know if they will stay that way, but for now they are pretty blue :)

Saturday, February 23, 2013

first day home





first let me just say i am sooo tired. you have your night and days mixed up i think and your training your boobies to make your supply. i think i am so in love that i dont care lol. so daddy is coming to pick us up and auntie la la is here too! speaking of she came to visit and so did marie and so did katie ( ladies from mops) we had great nurses too. jennett and lucy. megan who saved your life.  so greatful.. daddy should be here any moment

baby's first real bath at home







Friday, February 22, 2013

rooming in



you are out of nicu and doing well!! we are rooming in and your breastfeeding now :) heres some pictures of us. you also got to meet your brothers blake zayne and taden. you will meet chase this weekend<3

first week hanging out getting to know each other :)



mama and me boys brought us hand picked flowers
 this was my nappy station and where i slept,, or didnt for that matter

this ^ is wher ei mostly got good sleep right next to my mama




and this is what i loved to do most... E A T :)

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

happy birthday johnn carter caswell






we left for the hospital at 5:30 am and after prepping me we had you at 8 :40 am! your birth was ok but then because of my meds your hearty stopped and i cant even explain the horrific feelings and pure panic i felt when i heard what happened. your in the nicu doing very well and are there because your breathing fast. hopefully you will be ok i am sooo scared anyways heres a picture of you and heres your info weight : 7 lbs 03 oz height 21 inches birthday lil man, 02/20/2013

happy birthday johnn carter caswell!

 first we headed to hospital at 5 :30 am to be admitted

 the nurses came in and prepped me for my c section

 and at 8:40 am you arrived into this world! 7 lbs 3 oz and 21 inches although there was some confusion on that lol. one nurse told mama 23 inches one told daddy 21 and another came and said 19  ; ) you had a bad reaction to mams spinal and had to be helped back around but thank heavens you were ok. i hope to get some pics up soon!!

GOING IN JOHNN NO TURNING BACK :)











today will be your birthday. we are leaving the house in a bit and i am so scared and excited and numb and jumping for joy lol. i have a thousand and one emotions running through me. today is also a special day, its your older oldest brothers birthday his name is sean- today he turns 13 what a special age for a little boy.  at first i didnt think i wanted to have you on this day because its his day but then i suppose its a day not that i will ever forget anyways but a day that will be shared and he will also know its something guaranteed that i or anyone els in out family will ever forget...  so just in a few short hours you will grace us with your loving presence and we all are so darn excited!! i am hoping to be able to write a little while in there.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

39 weeks

Baby, fetus at 39 weeks - BabyCentera little dilated and excited hopefully you wont come before my c section!! we weighed ya at ultra sound appt and your weighing 7 lbs 14 oz holy moly lol maybe blake wont be mommas biggest

Sunday, February 10, 2013

38 weeks

Baby, fetus at 38 weeks - BabyCenterwell talked to dr miller and we have moved your due date to the 20th lol thats crazy to me but ok ; ) that date is really special, its your oldest brother seans birthday too!!!

Sunday, February 3, 2013

37 weeks

Baby, fetus at 37 weeks - BabyCenter made it term yay right on baby j!! we are still getting to see ya weekly i really look forward to that <3